04.29.17 (Sat)

12:40

At a local mart to get some new glasses.

I normally only use square glasses, but this time, i decided to get some round ones thanx to my mom.

Hopefully they’re gonna be good.

1:37

These are my old glasses.

These are my new ones.

Kinda new to this whole feeling this glasses give me. The world is way too…clear. With the old ones, i could still see the blurry world behind my glasses. The new ones… nope. So im kinda new to this whole feeling.

1:57

Near the mental hospital. My mom’s choosing her new pajamas.

2:06

She bought it.

Now going to get the mental therapy.

2:32

My pills got stronger…

Lol…

4:17

Home.

4:44

Laid out all my glasses.

The one in the bottom has a bent frame, so it’s now in the trash, rolled up in that newspaper.

The middle one is for emergencys, like whe the one i am wearing right now is broken.

6:13

Going to the bank again.

6:57

Came back from the bank.

Found out someone dumped a computer.

Gonna go salvage parts out of it.

7:33

Got’em.

These are my computer parts collection.

7:53

When i called my friend to tell him about the graphics card i got, he got angry, telling me not to call him for unimportant things.

I kinda feel sorry.

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A Dragon’s Life: Ch 14

-Rebel-

It was the next day. Sunlight reached me through the closed blinds. I grudgely opened my eyes and looked around.

‘Boo!’ Someone yelled behind me.

‘Ahhhh!’ I yelled as I jumped and grabbed my .45 beside me and aimed it at whoever it was.

‘Whoa, whoa! Cool down, Rebel! It’s just me! No need to shoot!’ Seath yelled while laughing.

‘You…’ I growled and knocked her off her feet. She squeaked in surprise and we both laughed hysterically.

‘Finally you’re up. I knew you were a heavy sleeper, but damn, it’s noon, son.’ Day said, grinning. ‘Lunch is in an hour. You might want to wash in the meantime.’

‘Got it, Sir.’ I said. ‘Uhhh… where’s the bathroom?’

‘It’s over there. At the end of the corridor.’ Seath replied.

‘Thanks.’ I said as I took out some clothes out of my bag and started towards the bathroom. Once I was in the bathroom, I stripped my clothes and turned the shower on. Damn, the shower felt good. After not being able to properly wash for months, a proper shower was a bliss.

After a bit of time, I turned off the shower and started to dry off. I was about to get my clothes on when I realized that I got the wrong tops.

‘Crap. These are already worn clothes…’ I thought. Thankfully, my jeans were the right ones.

Oh well. Guess I’ll have to move fast and get my clothes. Besides, we had scales, right? Nothing to really look at.

I opened the door and looked around. Thankfully, on one was around. I quickly moved through the corridor, and was almost at my bag when…

‘Rebel?’ Seath yelled. Well, almost yelled.

‘Shhhh!’ I said as I got my bag and dug through it, looking for my running shirt.

‘Why are you not fully clothed?’ She whispered.

‘Cuz I got the wrong ones! Sorry!’ I whispered in a hurry.

‘Well, at least you look good.’ She flirted.

‘Shut up.’

‘What? It’s true.’

‘Shut up. You know your parents are here too, right?’ I said. I finally got my tops and flung them on me.

‘Ohh… right.’ Seath said. I gave her a ‘Really?’ look and started to go back to the bathroom to get my clothes back. Seath followed me.

‘Why are you following me?’ I asked.

‘Cuz I want to be with you. We are couples, remember?’

‘Yeah, but that doesn’t mean that we have to be together every second.’

‘Are you saying that you don’t enjoy my company?’

‘No, no. Not that. It’s just… erg… whatever.’ I said. Seath giggled. Truth be told, I didn’t dislike Seath’s company. I actually liked it. I liked it a lot.

I got my clothes, threw them in the washing machine, got my other clothes, threw them in as well. It was near the time for lunch now. The smell was delicious. I walked into the kitchen and saw Day and Poiy cooking.

‘What is it? It smells good.’ I asked.

‘Steak. Well, if you can call it one, that is. It’s not a proper one, but it’ll be close enough.’  Poiy replied.

‘Smells great!’ I said.

‘Wait a second. It’ll be done in a few minutes. You like yours raw, right?’

‘Yup.’

So I had lunch, and went to organize my stuff. I already got washing clothes out of the way, so I started to fill up magazines for the guns with bullets. While I was doing this, Seath walked in. She looked at the scene unsurely.

‘Umm… Rebel? What’s this?’ She asked, in an uncertain way.

‘Guns, ammos, exacta. Why?’

‘Aren’t these… illegal?’

‘They are once they’re out of the army.’ I replied.

‘So… you mean these are.’ Seath said. Then she sighed and sat down in front of me. ‘Rebel, do you need these? You know… we’re against the war, and it’ll be ironic if we use violence.’

‘But think of it this way, Seath. You suddenly find yourself surrounded by the police, and they have orders to kill you. Are you going to go down without a fight? Cuz that’s not the Seath I know.’

Seath just sighed.

I held out a 9mm out to her. ‘Here. Take this. You’ll have to protect yourself.

She grudgly grabbed the gun from my claws, and looked at it dubiously. ‘Do I have to use it?’

‘You don’t, unless someone tried to kill or harm you. Well, that reminds me.’ I said and grabbed 2 more pistols, gave them to Day and Poiy, explained why, and came back. Then I started to load the magazines again.

‘Here. I’ll help.’ Said Seath, grabbing a magazine.

We loaded up the magazines in silence, the put it all with the left ammo inside my duffel bag. It was night when we were done, so we decided to just go to bed.

‘Good night, Rebel.’ Seath said.

‘Good night, Seath.’ I said, and planted a kiss on her cheek. We both smiled at each other, and departed.

Well, it was a good day.

04.27.17 (Thu)

8:11

Ok… so apparently i got wasted yesturday thanks to the tiredness… lol. My phone’s outta battery.

Today’s the day of test, and i didnt prepare whatsoever. Lol. Whatever, i guess.

12:38

I just marked all the wrong answers in the answer sheet. I still did solve all the questions, just didnt feel like marking the right answers. Hahaha!

6:33

Ok. Just uploaded another chapter.

7:14

Put my rest of the money in my bank account.

A Dragon’s Life: Ch13

-Seath-

‘Another day of protest?’ Mom asked.

‘Yeah.’ I said, as I slumped down on the couch.

‘Be careful, dear. I fear you might get arrested one day. Not that I am against your act, but remember that I am your mom and I care for you.’

‘Ok, ok. You know we had this talk a million times. I’ll be careful.’ I replied, but not impatiently or dismissively.

Then there was a knock at the door.

My mom and dad immediately went into the basement while I went up into the attic. We were weary of any dragons looking for us because of my act of leading the protesters.

On the attic, I poked through a hole in the wall and looked at who it was. I couldn’t see anyone because of the angle, thought that meant that it wasn’t a big party. But I still heard ‘You sure this is the place?’ and ‘Yeah. I’m sure. She is here. Just wait a second.’ I thought I knew the voice, but I couldn’t just whose it was.

After thinking quickly, I decided to take the chance and peek through the window. We could always use the emergency escape route under our house.

If there were no dragons at the exit, that is.

I held my breath, looked through the closed blinds, and saw… what? Is that Rebel? How is he here? I flew down to the first floor and yanked opened the door.

There, in front of me, stood Rebel with a .45 pistol aimed at my head.

-Rebel-

The door didn’t open for quite a bit of time. I was getting more and more weary every second. Had I stepped on a trap? Was she captured and carried off by the army? What if this guy led me to the wrong house? What if..?

There was movement up on the attic window. But when I looked at it, it was too late. The only thing moving was the closed blinds. Then there were noises inside the house.

Someone had definitely just seen me, and someone was in there.

Now, I was full on alert. My claws went to my .45 without the guy next to me noticing, and I readied myself to aim at the new individual’s head regardless of whoever it was.

The door flung open, and in an instant my pistol was aimed at the individual’s head, my fingers inches away from pulling the trigger.

It was Seath.

I froze with my gun still aimed at her head. Then I slowly lowered my gun, and walked towards her.

She was so different.

Her wings were bigger. Her horns got more elegant. Her claws got more sharper and longer, as a mature female’s would. Her body got curvy, and her teeth got sharper and whiter.

She didn’t look like the playful Seath I knew anymore. She grew. She was more mature. She looked more serious. Even through her surprised pose, she looked more… beautiful.

I put my .45 into the holster and walked up to her, and hugger her. She relaxed and hugged me back.

Then she stepped back and looked at me. I could feel her eyes scanning me. The she said: ‘I missed you.’

I was still awestruck, but said: ‘I missed you too.’

‘Come. Let’s talk inside.’ She said, as she grabbed my claw and pulled me inside. The guy turned and started to go away and I said my thanks. He turned and waved his claw.

The door closed behind us, and we were now inside the house.

‘You look… different.’ Seath said, shyly.

‘You as well.’ I replied with equal shyness. Never did I think that I would be attracted to Seath, but here I was, attracted to her. Sure, we did confess our love to each other, but that was before we saw each other face-to-face.

‘Seath? Are you all right? Rebel?!’ Poiy and Day emerged from a trap door. ‘Wow son! You’ve grown! You got the muscles, you got the looks, damn, son!’ said Seath’s father, Day. ‘Well, I’m not against this marriage! When will you two get married?’ asked Seath’s mother, Poiy.

‘Whoa, guys! Slow down! We haven’t even gone on a date yet!’ Seath exclaimed.

‘Yeah! We don’t even know if this’ll work out! Why the rush?’ I exclaimed as well. Thankfully, I knew these guys quite well, so I can freely present myself.

‘Well, judging by the scene I just saw, it was going to work out!’ Day said, laughing. ‘So when should we expect hatchlings?’

‘Dad!’ Seath yelled. ‘Not cool!’

Day and Poiy roared with laughter. Me and Seath just turned red.

‘Anyways, off the topic. I’m sorry about your parents, Rebel. They saved us. And many others. We wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for your parents, Rebel. I’m sincerely sorry about it.’ Poiy said seriously.

‘It’s ok. I’ve gotten over it. At least they died in a manner in which they would have liked.’ I said, but as I said this, sorrow started to flood my mind. Seath walked over to me, and draped her wings around me, trying to cheer me up. ‘I’m sorry, Rebel.’ She whispered. ‘Your parents were great dragons. Their death was a great loss to us all. Umm… want to see their ashes?’

So we all flew to the local graveyard. There I saw my parents’ ash and paid my respects while Seath and her family left me in peace. Then I flew back to Seath’s place, sulked a bit, had a bit of casual talk with Seath and proceeded to bed. Well, I mean the couch in the main living area, that is.

‘Good night, Rebel.’ Seath said, and kissed me on my cheek, making me burn with embarrassment. I looked at her, and saw she was burning as well. I got an idea, and said: ‘Seath.’ And when she turned around to face me, I slammed my face into hers into a furious kiss. She soon joined in, and a few minutes after, we parted.

‘Good night.’ I said while my cheeks were burning and I had a huge smile on my face.

04.26.17 (Wed)

12:17

I really want some smokes.

1:39

My mind is set on smokes. Gonna try to buy some today.

4:51

Fuck skool. Out 4 today.

Gonna change, then go for some smokes. See if i can buy some.

5:35

Had dinner.

Now, to go and buy some smokes is my mission.

Not an easy mission.

6:00

O..k..? Got smokes fairly easily.

Lol.

6:25

Gonna get some more smokes.

This time, a different one.

Damn, i need some water. Im thirsty.

6:56

Well, found no luck getting anither type of cigaratte. Everyone was surprisingly eager to sell me cigarattes, but no one had the right type.

Oh well. Im getting another pack soon, so i think im gonna go put the rest of the money into the bank.

7:48

Yeah. I think i like harming myself better than smoking.

7:56

Had another cigaratte.

Well, now i can definetely say that harming myself is better.

Btw, im at the math class now.

04.25.17 (Tue)

9:44

Exhausted… getting a therapy.

12:44

Still tired… gonna go get some lunch now.

5:54

Dinner. Writing dat chapter right now.

6:30

Bought some flints made for zippo.

Prob gonna buy a zippo lighter. I have one in mind right now.

8:06

Slept away the first class unintendly. Still tired. Prob gonna go home early today, after this class.

9:09

Almost home. The chapter is done, but it still need a few tweaks here and there. And, i still have to type it.

04.24.17 (Mon)

7:57

My mom’s fretting about harming myself…

I kinda feel sorry, but at the same time not. Im torn between those two feelings.

10:45

Just asked my friend for some cigars.

Paid him 6 dollars.

Maybe i shouldnt have burnt all the cigars.

11:50

My phone rang in the middle of the class.

So imbarrassing…

4:31

Tired…

I need some sleep…

5:32

Almost wrote a whole chapter.

Still tired, but better now.

Out of skool early. Gonna go and grab some dinner out of skool.

6:14

With some of my friends.

Apparantly one of him saw the pic of me cut myself. He told me to stop it. Dunno… cutting myself is like drugz. Ill try, but dunno if itll work.

9:33

At the math class.

11:38

Math class done. Going home.