I failed.

I know it’s only been a few hours since I posted I quit smoking.

I failed.

I failed miserably.

I wanted smokes so badly.

My hands were shaking, and my breath quickened. I couldn’t think straight, and the only thing that I could think of was cigarettes.

Why the hell did I even start smoking?

It’s only been a few months since I started smoking. But the effects are stong as fuck.

I shouldn’t have started smoking. I shouldn’t have.

To anyone who’s looking at this article, please, Please, don’t smoke. You can’t quit.

I hate this. I want to cry.

I want to quit smoking, but I can’t.

I know I need to try harder, but will it be enough?

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I’m quitting smoking.

Smokes are way too pricy. $4.5 per pack. And I smoke two packs a week. That means $36 per month. And I only get $50 per month as my allowance. Not to mention my health has gone down a notch as well.

So yeah. I’m quitting.

Not right now, but from tomorrow. I have 5 cigarettes left. I’m probably going to smoke them all today, so tomorrow’s the day I quit smoking.

Hopefully it goes well.

…and my router failed.

My router failed today. About 2 hours prior to this article.

Fuck.

First I accidentally erase the windows on my computer, and now my router fails?

WTF?

I might have accidentally erased windows.

Umm…

I might have acidentally erased windows from my Surface Pro.

Yes, I am writing on my Surface Pro i3 right now, but I really did erase it from my computer.  I was trying to get Phoenix OS working on my computer, and accdentally erased the main drive of my computer.

So yes, all my data has gone to hell.

Thank god I already backed up all my important files (Music, Writings, Reviews, Pictues, etc) onto my other drive.

What I learned from today is that I should do backups on a normal basis. I still lost a few images and such, but nothing too important and nothing I can’t recover. Some are backed up to my google drive, and some are on my external sd card.

So, yeah. Thank gods I already backed the most important files, and thank god nothing really went wrong with my surface pro.

09.25.17 (Mon)

8:59

Just did a translation job. Not my best job, but hopefully it passes.

11:41

Im tired…

1:33

Got a new transcription job.