I failed.

I know it’s only been a few hours since I posted I quit smoking.

I failed.

I failed miserably.

I wanted smokes so badly.

My hands were shaking, and my breath quickened. I couldn’t think straight, and the only thing that I could think of was cigarettes.

Why the hell did I even start smoking?

It’s only been a few months since I started smoking. But the effects are stong as fuck.

I shouldn’t have started smoking. I shouldn’t have.

To anyone who’s looking at this article, please, Please, don’t smoke. You can’t quit.

I hate this. I want to cry.

I want to quit smoking, but I can’t.

I know I need to try harder, but will it be enough?

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I’m quitting smoking.

Smokes are way too pricy. $4.5 per pack. And I smoke two packs a week. That means $36 per month. And I only get $50 per month as my allowance. Not to mention my health has gone down a notch as well.

So yeah. I’m quitting.

Not right now, but from tomorrow. I have 5 cigarettes left. I’m probably going to smoke them all today, so tomorrow’s the day I quit smoking.

Hopefully it goes well.

Dont ever start smoking.

Seriously.

Don’t.

If someone near asks you to smoke, dont.

It’s not worth it.

Nor is it easy to stop.

Just… Dont do it.

I’m telling you this from my heart.

Just don’t.

Do not ever start smoking.

For the first time, I smoked.

Straight forward, it was a bad idea.

This is the one I smoked.

Pretty strong, with 5mg of nicotin.

And to smoke, you need some matches or lighters. I got this one after running around to get one for what? An hour?

Then i lit it.

Good idea?

No.

Worth it for once in a life time?

Yes.

Worth it for more?

No.

Gonna do more?

Prob not.